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1.
Wrong 02:25
voices it's 2am and all I want is- couldn't make it to the porcelain there's something wrong with me but I tried this is the bed / this is the mandolin this is the captain / this is the broken frame this is the phonto / this is the timeline this is the dateline / this is the empty threat I can't get it right I can't get right side up I can't get it upside down what did I write what did I say I can't get it what did I write what did I say what did I feel why did i
2.
bleed for me now again weep for me down again sleep for me now and then weep for me now amend offer me up from me, now start, whispers from the backyard it's an auto-da-fé with a lemonade seek, seeming to remember mike's manic display with a scepter sartre wasn't such a bad guy on a battleship stain with a medium leek sitting in potato it's the farthest I've been from home hold your knee hold your tongue
3.
Memphis 07:03
took a long time to reply took a while to get back to memphis where you were bus seat stained with the sauce salt licked clean but it's memphis to which I'm going and it's always been my dream to be held by you in an alley without my bones and your skin, it tastes like cherries and the rats will eat right beside you but they won't look there was a sign, an exxon sign in the rain but the neon light was inadequate for the shame took a long time to indict took a long while to get back to the jury with an envelope wood grain stained with a lie pasta strainer left back in a box with a post-it note and it's always been my dream to be held by you in a courtroom with the windows closed and your skin it tastes like anvils in a parking lot... god, I hate this I hate this whole mess
4.
HSV-1 02:44
"think fast!" don't drop, don't catch viral load "eat up!" don't eat, don't swap the golden (egg drop) noodle, pool fight, "don't drown now, sink fast!" don't smell, don't ride the wave to--
5.
meet me in the dining room and we'll wait out the rain something's in the mystery box something stinks and we'll root out the main culprit by process of elimination diet orange slice off my face on an acid trip with acid wash jeans acid rain oh there it is slice off my face there seems to be something to this with some luck we'll make it through this turbulent patch, sweet and sour patch "kid you fucked it up" take away the, take away the- rain falls down and it goes up the walls close in you fill your cup with "kid, you fucked it up" meet me in the living room and we'll wait out the storm king, you dropped this we can't stop this fall asleep without filling a corn down to a nub, it's amputation time the talk show host is utterly losing his shit pants on fire, watch the wire season 4, it's coming back to me slice off my face tell me I'm so sad and lonely nothing to do nothing to say can't go to sleep can't stay awake guess I'll just stay in the liminal space (ahhhhhh) liminal space I'm so sick and tired nothing to eat nothing to shit can't bite my tongue can't shut my mouth guess I'll just shit in the liminal space (ahhhhhh) liminal space
6.
"clean your room," they said it was a sorry ending "light the candle," they said blinking lights mirrored nightingales face reflected in the dark whispered sighs saying something smart take the biscuit put it in your mouth pray the consequence isn't to the degree to reach the sound machine the one that's primed to be the receiver the great deceiver health food ___ battered bride health food ___ battered bride kill me I remember what you said never forget what you said "clean your room," they said it was a fitting ending "light the curtains," they said I guess it was worth a laugh "clean the mess," they said it was a worthy ending "light the blankets," they said I guess it was worth the wait
7.
it was september when we met wires crossed across state lines remember, damn you cell phone record erased salad fork in the wrong place interrupt speech to speak a word "a word, if you please" *everybody dance now* crybaby, cry, baby, cry don't be my baby for long I was right when I left(stayed) when I, uh *everybody dance now* AIM+ record encased USB in the right place interrupt speed to speed up again it was november when we met chips fried on a friday night forget, damn you *everybody dance now*
8.
roll? tell me how we were young we had fun we were dumb full of fun give it to me now! (tell me tell me tell me how??) a liver for your thoughts for what that penny lane was threefold binder, opera, soap and reebok (pop, drop, roll) mirrors on mirrors don't mention the shoe salad on salad don't mention the (ooh ooh ooh) don't mention the (ooh ooh ooh) millions on millions of bugs in the sand salad on salad don't dissect the (ooh ooh ooh) don't bisect the (ooh ooh ooh) minions on minions don't miss or you're dead falling behind but don't buy the lost (ooh ooh ooh) don't die or you're (ooh ooh ooh) contracts on contracts just 30% crush all your classmates or else you're a (ooh ooh ooh) what else but a (ooh ooh ooh) a liquor for your thoughts but what gun will you use to do it? see right through it just a gesture for your love just a gesture made in jest (ha ha ha ha) a riddle for your thoughts for what purpose can you conceive of? can you actually conceive please no, please yes, please no just a riddle made in jest (ha ha ha ha) a camel crush just for your purse who holds the string tight sour bee? see my minus, cracked flame, minus mine, yours just a -- (ha ha ha ha)
9.
Icicle 04:18
I wanted you to the be my ___ no matter what the cost is I wanted me to be your ____ no matter what the choice is what a nice night for a wedding what a nice ring to it choke on dry rice for a wedding ritual sacrifice ring bearer
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I will remember
11.
I remember when the teacher said that I'd never be the man they wanted me to be there's a coat room by the front door pack your shit up and throw away the key there's a time and a place to break the rules and take a chance, take a chance on me I remember when you said the walls would crack and fall into the sea interrupted broken skateboards vaguely splintered legs and wounded knee there's a time and a place to take the past and turn it into something sweet turn it into something necessary for the breakdown waking life's a joke but we missed the punchline and we missed our chance and we missed the deadline and we missed the friends we lost along the way

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released November 12, 2022

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Ridgewood NY | solo artist | psychoanalyst | post-post-new-sincerity lo-fi sadcore

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